Lost

Starting to feel a little bit lost and distracted again, so i want to do that thing again where i basically don't go on my computer to game or watch videos or whatever. Only editing and that is it. I want to daily work-out at home (when i don't attend the gym). Mainly doing shrugs and dead hangs to practice my pullups. And then doing core exercises but we'll see. 

Tomorrow i want to get up early, call my renting place for an appointment cause my next door neighbor is making me lose my freaking mind, walk my dog, work-out, and then visit my grandparents. My roommate will have guitar lessons tomorrow so i was thinking to go to the gas station and get cigarettes while he is away. Because there is no way i will go to the gas station during the day. And since it already gets dark around 5PM now i can go anywhere after that time, but that's when my roommate comes home. So tomorrow when he has his lesson is the perfect time, because i want to start walking my dog at night again. And usually i can't make myself to go, but when i can smoke i will probably go. It's a shitty thing to do, and i know i shouldn't do it, but if it makes me go outside at this point and it makes my dog happy so be it.