DOMs and some personal stuff

I had DOMs yesterday. I can still kinda feel them today. Might go to the gym tomorrow. I also got an email that i will be having an appointment on Tuesday evening with my neighbor and mediators. Not looking forward to it, actually kinda nervous. Also, still didn't hear from my ex-"best friend". This just confirms i made the right choice. I'm not the type of person who will go like "omg i told you not to contact me" and then i want them to contact me anyways. I told him not to message me. I never said "dont come at my door". And as i said, an apology would've been nice. A letter. A card. Anything. But i don't know why i, even after all this time, still have expectations. I never got a proper thank you for letting him live here. Never got a thank you for helping him settle here and with all his paperwork. Nothing. I think he is secretly grateful i cut him out so now he can spend his 3-4 week vacation with his new gf and he doesn't have to spend time with me. Whatever. Am i a bit salty? Of course. Should i be? Hell no!

Rip Dolly

Hooks

I am debating whether i should go to the gym today or work-out at home. Cause remember in my AAAAAA post i said that i saw Will Tennyson do Tiktok hacks and he used those triangle cable machine attachments things? Yeah, i was on the cusp of buying them. I had some tabs open, but then i saw that you could buy these hand straps that had hooks on them. I was like "no way". So i bought one of those instead. I got them yesterday and have not tried them out yet. Maybe i could go to the gym today and then try them out after at home? Seems like a solid plan i think.

i wanted a cute img with my hooks so asked AI to make it cute but i didn't tell it that it couldn't add text. it made me laugh so hard so i am keeping it like this lol. laugh with me!

I haven't written here for a while cause my upstairs neighbors totally effed up my routine again, on top of that, i stopped talking to my friend again. I think i am 100% done with him right now. The only thing that i will miss of him is the fact that he would go everywhere with me if i would ask, but i'm sure i can find other friends who can fill that gap.

I can feel my butt bones again when i sit down which sucks cause i was starting to get plump again, ugh. But hey, summer is over now! Yesterday we had a super warm but grey day, and then in the evening there was an insane rain + thunder storm. It was pretty cool. But that means that colder days are ahead of us and i like that. I am sick and tired of being sweaty and warm all the time. And usually it also means less people outside.

So i guess i will just go to the gym today. I wanted to go last week, but it showed that it was super busy for some reason?! Even though it showed that basically no one was there on the friday evenings whenever i went. I went on the Google thing again just now and it shows that basically every day in the evening it is crowded except for Fridays. It is almost 6PM now, and i am drinking a protein coffee drink. I might eat an apple for some energy and then stretch and go around 7PM or something. Oh yeah, i need to charge my phone! Cause it has like 20% battery lol.

Edit: i ended up not going to the gym. I was distracted and then i felt it was too late to go. So i did leg day at home instead!

• 1x8 Bulgarian split squat (7.5kg) 
• 3x10 RDL (20kg)
• 3x10Barbell hip thrust (20kg)
• 3x15Shallow squats (bar only)

I tried to do Bulgarians first and they felt super effective, a bit too much maybe. I felt like if i would do more reps i would pull a muscle. So after doing 1x10 i went on to RDLs. 

I first did my RDLs without the straps and the second time i tried them with. I hated the straps!!! I felt like i was going to break my wrists and the weight somehow felt heavier?! Maybe i should try it out on lighter weights first to see if that feels better. I stopped after 1 rep and then tried to just hold them in my hand while the hooks held the weight, that felt better, but more unstable, and didn't feel very safe so i just did it with my bare hands again. My forearms hurt now lol.

DOMs!!!!

So much happened again with my upstairs neighbors. I will put the whole story under the "read more" tab, but TLDR; people from the renting org came on monday, couldn't sleep monday night, escalated things again on Tuesday (yesterday), was so tired yesterday that i fell asleep at like 11PM, woke up this morning at 6AM.

I haven't had such an early morning in a long while!!! It actually felt kinda good, probably cause it is summer so i saw the sun rise and stuff that was nice. It was even a bit cold this morning lol. I have horrible DOMs from Monday, especially my hamstrings are dying. I will have to stretch and when it feels a bit better later on i will do my bulgarian's, otherwise i will skip them lol. Haven't had such bad DOMs in a while so yay.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Last Friday was a fluke cause of my upstairs neighbors. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Read more under the read more tab i guess... TLDR; I didn't go to the gym on Friday and my diet was crappy this weekend so back to it today!!!

• Shallow squats 4kg (3x10)
• RDL 20kg (3x8)
• Barbell hip thrust 20kg (4x10)

I started today with squats. Still scared to do them, but i really want to pick it back up so i have to start at some point. I did more shallow squats and then went lower and lower until i felt tension. That went pretty good. After 3 sets i felt burns in my addies so i was like that is enough.

After that i did my RDLs. I am going up in weight with my RDLs and my arms are going to fail at some point. I do not understand my stupid barbell straps, but i did see Will try out some "tiktok hacks" or whatever in one of his videos where he used those triangle cable machine attachment grips for doing dumbbell RDLs, so why not for barbell? I have to order a pair, pronto. I do think it is already crazy that i can (kind of?) easily do 20kg RDL, as when i was training more i was stuck around 16/18kg and when i worked out with the PT i did around 20kg. I have been out for so long and now i am already back to 20kg??? Maybe my body really needed that long period of rest lol.

After that hip thrusts. During my first set my addies and glutes started to burn after 8 reps lol. So i kept it to 8 reps. I think it is cause i increased the weight so suddenly. I could easily do more, but my muscles aren't used to it yet. That's why i am just following the weight of my RDLs (which is also easier for me in terms of set up lol) (im so lazy).

After the thrusts i wanted to do bulgarian split squats but i ended up not doing them. I'm thinking about doing them on Wednesday together with shallow squats again. I mean... why not?

Hunngyyyy & neighbor update

I am starting to feel the effects of undereating. Last night i felt hungry before i went to bed: my stomach was making sounds even after eating my yogurt. Then this morning when i woke up and also during the day my stomach kept making sounds. I didn't necessarily felt hungry, but i could tell my body was hungry.

Today for lunch i ate a veggie plant-based chycken filet. It doesn't have a lot of protein so i ate 2. They are kind of dense in calories when you look at the protein, but since that's fine i don't feel too bad about it. I made some oven fries with it as well. Not sure yet what i will eat for dinner, but i accidentally opened a chocolate soy mylk pack - thinking it was almond milk - so i need to empty that, so i might make a protein smoothie later tonight.

Also my neighbors left again and today came back? Although i think it is just his daughter. Her electric fat bike (ofc she drives one) was in front of their door i noticed, and i also do not hear the guy (her dad), cause you usually hear him talk or laugh or make weird noises when he is home. I can also recognize her footsteps (yes, the noise is so insane that i can recognize these a-holes by their footsteps). 

The renting org btw finally took me seriously. I first had email contact with a guy from their social unit. I normally always have contact with a woman who handles things, but she is on vacation. And this guy seemed a bit more proactive. So to capitalize on that i wrote him a long email with all the issues that i have been having with them. He gave me his number in case anything is ever up, so i can always reach him (i btw never got the number from the woman. i always had to call their general number and that one closed its lines at like 12PM lol, so absolutely useless).  The day after he was at my door with another guy from the org to tell me what they will be doing. They said they went at their door a few times but they weren't home, so he said he will send them an email cause he wants to check out their vent system.

I am kind of fuming right now cause that means that the vent system issue could've been solved eons ago. I complained about this ages ago to the woman and she kept making excuses, but my other upstairs neighbors also complained about it, but we never were taken seriously. So i am happy these guys are more proactive and i also have 2 different contacts now within the org. I am hellbent on getting them kicked out, as i am sure that they are never going to change their ways anyways.

I also got contacted by the neighbor helping squad or whatever who will help you talk to your neighbor face-to-face. They told me they will call me for an appointment one of these days. So a lot is happening. I just want it to be over. I honestly don't even want them to fix their issues, i just want them to move.

Diet experiment success!

 My diet experiment yesterday went really well!!! I'll show you what i ate:

• Morning: Protein yogurt with soy crispies
• Lunch: Plant-based mini (not-meat) balls
• Dinner: Rice, soy pieces with tandoori, brown rice mix
• Snack: Protein yogurt with soy crispies

I did not feel hungry once during the day and all this together was only 1,173 calories and 108.5g of protein! Isn't that crazy?!?!? I always add extra soy chunks to my dinners wherever i can to up the protein but i could've easily added less, cause i think i added too much to my dish (it made it not taste good). But even if i had left out the extra soy chunks i would've still eaten 99g of protein. That is crazy!

For lunch i actually wanted to eat soy chunks, but i realized i would eat a lot of soy that day and wasn't in the mood for the same type of flavor throughout. So i went through my freezer to see what i had and remembered that i still had left over mini (not-meat) balls from the day before. So i heated some of those up. There were only 9 pieces, 150 calories and 13g of protein. But not every meal has to be high protein and it kept me satiated till dinner.

When i realized how easily it is now for me to get to my protein goal while maintaining low calorie; i immediately ordered more soy crispies and some soy chunks lol. It is mainly the soy crispies that are so wonderful. They are like cereal and love the extra crunch they add to the yogurt. I can even add it on top of ice cream and other sweet things that i like to eat. You also don't need much!

I ended up grabbing a cup from my cupboard and fill that up with exactly 50g of soy crispies with a little scooper and put it on my desk (since i am there most of the day) So i could easily add it to my yogurt. I also ate a bit too much yogurt in the morning, i felt so full. I only ate 155g but maybe have to lower it to 100g. If i eat 100g protein yogurt with the crisps 3 times a day i already am at 71.7g of protein and only 441 calories. Gosh, if i had known this sooner it would've been so easy to follow a consistent high protein diet when i went to the gym more! 

It's nice to know that it is easy now to reach my protein target without having to stress over making meals or whatever. So i am ever so grateful about finding out about the soy crispies omg. 

I did not work out yesterday. I easily could've, but i didn't. The heat was still in the air. It was like a weird moist kind of heat, even though the sun was barely out yesterday. My hands and feet were tingly. This could indicate a b12 deficiency, but i have been taking my b12 pills pretty regularly the last month or so. Same with vitamin D, and i've been sitting more in the sun as well at the end of the day. But i can tell that i probably do have a vitamin deficiency. I am so tired all the time. I probably need to get it checked but i will first try and see if i will feel better by making sure to take my vitamin pills every day.

The heat returns

This weekend my glutes and hammies had some good DOMs. It wasn't bad enough that i needed support to sit down, but it was just about enough that i felt it, which is good! Makes me excited to work out at home again. 

Initially i wanted to do 3 days a week, but i think right now that will be unrealistic. Instead i want to keep going to the gym on Friday, cause i like Fridays, and then do a leg day at home on Tuesdays. I think that will balance things out a lot, and it doesn't have to be perfect... just yet.

On top of that, i have been feeling extremely tired cause the heat has returned and also i am on my period. I might have an iron deficiency or something. I haven't felt this tired during my period for a long time.

I have also decided that i am going to plan out my diet better starting this week. I have to see what i will do, but i either under eat or overeat every day. And i usually don't eat healthy things. I am very often not in the mood to think about what i want to cook or what i want to eat that day and then i usually just wait till the end of the day and then eat something. Or i snack on chocolate peanuts. This has to change, obviously.

I think i want to aim for a 1,200 - 1,500 calorie window. I prefer lower for now cause i think i need to lose the fat, but i'll allow myself the 1,500. Hitting my protein target should be easy now with the soy crisps and the soy pieces. I don't know what i want my protein target to be, but i think minimum 80g.

I already calculated now that if i eat my soy yogurt, protein yogurt, protein crisps (50 grams), and soy pieces (50 grams) i will have almost 80 grams of protein and only 715 calories. I just have to figure out how to make my diet more diverse. The problem is just that if i for example open a small can of idk edamame beans i cannot eat all of them. I get full so quick! So then i have to throw them away? That's a waste! So i have to check if i can maybe freeze them or something. And also make sure i get a full amino profile.

I just think what will be best is to just start the day with my soy protein yogurt and soy crisps. Then lunch with soy pieces and some rice and veggies. Then as dinner eat whatever fits in my calorie profile for the day (potatoes/fries/tators/pasta/rice with a meat replacement, sauce, veggies, whatever) and then as snack or dessert protein yogurt with soy crisps.

I will try and start with it tomorrow. I don't have small soy desserts anymore, but i do have the protein yogurt so i guess that will do for now. I will let you know how it goes!

I will also try and do leg day tomorrow at home, but i can't promise anything cause if the heat persists i am not gonna do anything lol.